“The Autobiography of Frogs” and Other Poems

Duy Đoàn, winner of the Yale Series of Younger Poets Prize for We Play a Game

A Girl Walks Home Alone at Night — First Kiss Scene
Interior – Black and white. The VAMPIRE’s bedroom – Night

POSTERS cover the walls: Michael Jackson Thriller cover, Madonna Madonna cover, lots of other posters. There’s a BED in the background, a DISCO BALL hanging from the middle of the room, a RECORD PLAYER against the right wall. It’s Halloween.

ARASH, dressed as a vampire, is lying face-up on the vampire’s bed. He’s on the comedown from E. The vampire is facing away from him, standing in front of the record player. She puts a record on. He’s lying still. She starts the record…

0:14 – “Death” by White Lies is the song.

0:37 – Arash stirs.

0:48 – Lyrics start / “I love the feeling when we”

0:50 – “lift off”

Four seconds after “lift off,” but not AT “lift off…
0:54 – Arash sits straight up. He starts to stand, walks slowly towards the disco ball. We see that he is wearing a cape.

1:06 – He stands still below/in front of the ball, looking up at it.

Ecstasy turns us into moths.
1:12 – Slightly after “my window,” he spins the ball.

A Girl Walks Home Alone at Night: 2014 horror Western film, directed by Ana Lily Amirpour, starring Sheila Vand and Arash Marandi. 
The Autobiography of Frogs
Teeth are among the most distinctive
(and long-lasting) features of the mammal species.
Humans, like other frogs, are diphyodont,
meaning that they develop two
frogs of teeth. The first set (called the
“baby,” “milk,” “primary,” or “deciduous” ____ )
normally starts to appear at about six months
of frogs, although some babies are born with
one or more visible teeth, known as frog
teeth. Normal frog eruption at about six
____ is known as “teething” and can
be painful.

Original text from Wikipedia entry: “tooth.”
“Tale of the Tape”
Let the Right One In

is a love story. A horror vampire love story
with 0 sessions in front of a mirror, with 0
stakes through any hearts.

Oskar, 12,
has skin whiter
than the snow in Sweden. Eli, also 12,
has bad hygiene, especially if she hasn’t eaten

for a long time.


In the opening credits, snow falls against a black
sky, and for some brief moments,
I feel like there’s no audio
and we see nothing
of the city. Just snow and black.

Someday I’ll ask a filmmaker about camera angles.


The movie is set
in Blackeberg,
a suburb of Stockholm,
in the 1980s.

Eli’s hair is black.
Oskar’s is blond.
They’re about the same height—
typical height probably for twelve-year-olds.


There are 13
scenes with the both
of them in it. In their third-to-last
scene together, after 5
people have already died

because of her, Eli tells Oskar she has to go away. 2

minutes and 36 seconds later/19 shots

after, we see Oscar cry for the only
time in the movie—through
his window, snot hanging over his upper lip.
Tears.


Second scene with Eli and Oskar together: on the jungle gym
with a Rubik’s cube. Third
scene with them together: Rubik’s cube returned
fully solved. Fourth scene: Oskar, you have to hit back.
She’s referring to his bullies. He teaches her Morse Code—
short long long short
long

Fifth:

through the wall at night— S…W…E…E…T…
D…
R…
Eli is good at trees,
aging, falling, climbing hospitals,
mauling, losing weight,


not knowing her birth date,
solving problems,

protecting.


Even when the 3 bullies cut
his left cheek
open
with a switch,
Oskar doesn’t cry.
Or when his mom rushes
him through the doorway, her right
hand gesturing violently. He doesn’t cry

when his dad stops paying
attention to him and gets drunk,
sinking into depression
one shot of clear liquor at a time.

Or when the oldest bully
tries to hold him under water for 3 minutes.

One full round.


The first
time I saw the movie, I thought there were 3
artists who played Eli, but actually there are only 2.
And another plays
Eli’s voice.


First
date scene / 2,412 seconds
in. Oskar shares candy with Eli, and she vomits
and makes a big hug
happen. Oskar, do you like me? Yeah, a lot.
If I wasn’t a girl. . . would you still
like me?


Eli’s love
poem to Oskar is written on the inside
of a tiny box.

Oskar’s love poem is the Rubik’s cube when he
asks if she wants to keep it.


The second note we see
from Eli says: “Yours, …” The older
Eli’s only lines are “Go!”

and “Please.”

Håkan’s final word is “Eli.” Oskar has 3 main weapons.


Before I could picture
it in reverse, I watched the first meeting
scene at least 2 dozen times.


In the scene immediately after the last
time we see Oskar and Eli together,
he disappears into his bedroom and closes
the door behind him.
His mother beats on it.

In the next shot,

we see him in his room blocking
the door with a cane. We see 5 ½
toy cars—black, black,
blue, blue,
blue,
yel—

and he closes a door, door, trunk,
door, hood.


In the final scene where they’re together,

they’re on a train.

It’s daytime.

Eli is in a cardboard box. She spells out
kiss.

Oskar is sitting at the window. He spells out

small kiss.

On the seat across from them is a red bag.


Before Eli goes through
Oskar’s window, in the scene after Håkan willingly gives up
his blood

to her, she asks Oskar if she can enter.


Eli.

Want to go steady?

They’re in bed; she’s big
spoon. She sits up, and her eyes flutter. Her lips—
dried blood all over.

Oskar. . .


I’m not a girl.


Oh. . .

But do you want to go steady. . .


Let the
Right One In

premiered in a January. It was released
in Sweden that same October. It was directed

by Tomas Alfredson.

The film has 8 violent
scenes in it, __ shots

in the penultimate montage.
I’d say there are 3
main characters. 11 main events.
275
to 325 names of people in the end credits. 7 fighters.
2 love stories. 3
people in love. 2

with one another.


2008٠R٠1h 54min

Giggling
Reminding us of
our sins against that
parish were multiple
portraits of Jesus,
hung in the
many corridors
of the monastery.

Fleas,
Stop pooping on my son.

Stop pooping on my daughter.

I wìll
fuck
you
up.
I wìll jảb
my iPhone

at your little orbital bones.

It’s an iPhone SỀ.

It’s from 1973.

for my mèos
Nghiệp and Mây Mây

Let the Right One In — First Meeting Scene (in rewind)
Exterior – Apartment Building – Night
A BOY, twelve, stands with a TREE to his right.
Boy:
friend? your be to want I sure so you Are
The boy, left.
Across from him, a GIRL VAMPIRE, twelve, stands with a JUNGLE GYM behind her.
She turns around and walks towards him, stops halfway.
Girl Vampire:
is it way the just That’s
reason? a be to have there Does

Boy:
mean? you do What

Girl Vampire:
friend your be can’t I know, you so Just

She walks backwards away from him, then, still facing him, floats onto the top of the jungle gym.
Boy:
live? I where know you do How
She stops pointing at the window.
Girl Vampire:
you to door Next

Boy:
live? you do where Seriously,

Girl Vampire:
gym jungle the in here, right live I
Yeah. . .

Boy:
here? live you Do

Girl Vampire:
Nothing

Boy:
doing? you are What
Nothing

Girl Vampire:
doing? you are What

He turns to the tree and starts yelling at it.

A Girl Walks Home Alone at Night — First Kiss Scene
1:20 – CLOSER UP. The vampire on the right edge of frame. We see her from the shoulder up. Disco-ball-spinning glitter in the background. Willow-o-the wisp lights whipping across the posters over and over again. We watch her breathing. Slow, shallow breaths at regular intervals.

26 seconds. Our only purpose is to watch her breathe.
The disco ball lights slow down but then start to quicken—they go from gliding slowly, smoothly across the posters to whipping across them again.
But there’s no shadow passing through. Did the ball start up again by itself.
1:46 – “fear’s got a hold on me” / Arash enters the shot. The vampire is still facing the wall. Arash closes the distance slowly.
***
2:02 – He’s halfway across the screen. We can see that he‘s predator but don’t know if she’s prey. / Music for verse 2 begins.
***
2:17 – “I love the quiet of the night time” / He’s directly behind her. They are two parallel profiles. His nose and forehead touch her hair, just barely. Now her deepest breath, just slightly more perceptible than the ones before.
More breathing. Vampires do breathe. The film is much breathing.
2:31 – “I can feel my heart beating” / She starts to turn.
The longer the vampire takes to turn around,

the more time spring has to send the birds away. They come back

with new songs.

2:45 – The bassline, which went away some time ago, returns. / The vampire is still turning.
It looks like she could be standing on a little
tiny Lazy Susan, someone’s steady hand spinning her around slowly.
3:05 – She’s still turning.
Kissing Santa
Praise Yahweh and His Son you
saw mommy kissing Santa Claus
last night. She deserves to be happỳ.
She’s the one to teach us how
farms feed B12 to animals and
people eat those animals. Did
you think to pray. Did you think to sing.

The night I was in the garden waiting for
the centurions to come for
me, I was praising Jesus, and he said
to me: Are you in good hands. That’s
All State’s stand.
                    Tell Mr. Reindeer
I’m going to see myself soon
in the hallway with him, the styrofoam
cherries reminding him and me: Thís
moment is a monument to be built in
His memory.

This memory, then, is
spectacle: the wayward
balm on your fingernail when
you júmped out the window for
that Patrick boy to come get you.
I wanted to tell on you.
Halt your peace. Change the adrenaline.
But all I did was listen to dad thrash
photo frames half the night. It was like
how you and I hated blueberries
every summer.

  

A Girl Walks Home Alone at Night — First Kiss Scene
3:06 – She’s now completely turned around, facing Arash. She looks up, they meet eyes
right at “I close my eyes
3:07 – as my hand shakes.”

3:08 – She starts for the crown of his head, starts tilting his head back. We figure it out finally: She’s predator, he’s prey. She looks up at his throat. We watch her resisting it.

What’s the name of the vein vampires go for.
3:52 – She stops tilting his head back. / The music’s fading. / Her cheek is pressed against his chest. He’s still defenseless, on the comedown from E. / The music’s still playing.
Is it diegetic or non-diegetic

?

Does it matter?

It’s a first kiss scene. They don’t kiss.

***
(A scene with a balloon follows. EXTERIOR – DAY – A courtyard somewhere, maybe a basketball court. Slow motion (half speed?). A trans woman is taking the balloon across the sky. She’s turning, twirling. It’s a dance. Is it choreographed? In Vietnamese, the word for what she’s doing is múa. Like the rest of the movie, the scene is in black and white. So, who wouldn’t assume the balloon is red.)

Nosferatu — First Goodbye Scene (intertitles remix)
and away

more glowing
finally


the rich ship-owner
his wife
his sister

many became the ghosts the Karpathen could see to


the country
the dusty roads worried the
horses


thieves travelled
far for it


do not worry, Harding, I’m going with friends of
of


but
he

Hutter and his
his


left it difficult to travel young

 
Duy Đoàn (pronounced zwē dwän / zwee dwahn) is the author of We Play a Game (Yale University Press), winner of the Yale Series of Younger Poets Prize and a Lambda Literary Award. His second collection, Zombie Vomit Mad Libs, is out with Alice James Books November, 2024. Duy’s work has appeared in the Academy of American Poets Poem-a-Day, American Poetry Review, The Margins, The Offing, and Poetry.