Self-Portrait with American Crows

Leslie Williams

Telling lies, wasting time, thinking
no one else keeps promises
as close as I— crows fly in
 
and convene on the elm, an insistence
of wingspan, black-black-green.
The effort of cawing racks
 

their whole bodies, swaying
the top of the tree. I know crows
keep the law. I know fate will be
 

my friend, bear out
my diffidence, live in the void
with my deluded attitude
 

of permanence, and with yesterday’s
bliss: sitting on the stoop
with my little boys
 

in the shadow of the elm,
stuffing ourselves with potato chips
as everything turned to glory.